Questions~^^

sometime things are bound to be at your least expected
at the time what will you do?
like when you expected the worse but then it turns out to be the best
or
when you expected the best but it turns out to be the worse that you wish you were dead
life is like a roller coaster
what came up must come down
when you gain something you are bound to lose something
or the vice versa
so what are you going to do at the point where
you lose something you really want/wish for
and you gain something that you wish never to come in your life
what does that means?
when you wish for something
and you are willing to wait a long time to get it
and by the time are you sure you are going to get it?
if not why do you waste time for something you are never going to get?
people said it is not about what you get afterwards
but what you get during the journey to IT
then does it means you are not going to get what you are looking and working hard for
but instead you get something along the journey...
so what is the point working hard for IT
if you knew that it is not going to be yours?
i have been hoping for someTHING over the past  4 years now
and maybe next year i will get what i wish for
but can i assure that?
or will i just waste my time for nothing?
i have been very patients coping with what people around me said to me
because in my mind i said to myself that i am going to get what i wish for 
and beat them
but can i really beat them or is it just my wishful thinking?
can you imagine waiting for 5 years and by the time
someone said to you that you are not going to get it
will you be pissed off?
or just wait because you believe that you are going to get it
sooner or later and by hook or by crook?
when someone promised you something but you have to wait for a certain time to get it
and when it is finally time she/he just casually said "i never promised you that"
or "i cannot fulfill my promised"
don't you just feel like your dream have been knocked over by someone you trust
i mean like what the hell?
you promised me and now you're denying it
after how long i waited for it.
seriously come on, put yourself in my shoes more like my sneakers for god sake